omg stfu

=)

2005-06-01T06:50:17Z

HI. =)

Remember, I never use this journal.

____slutbag is the new username.

kbye.

Kiss me, I'm contagious. ♥

2005-02-25T03:32:01Z

So today was a pretty lame day.

Nothing over-the-top exciting happened, which just blew balls.

For the most part it was pretty lonely, no one was very hyper today, and not many people were at school, so it was pretty boring.

Lunch was probably the most exciting part of today, & it wasn't even that great.

Not feeling very good today, I dunno why.

I've got a date tomorrow with this really hot chick named Jennifer Zenither.

Bitch, you best be jealous.

Comment, cuties, I'll kiss ya if ya do.

♥

Peter Brady was so hot. ♥

2005-02-24T03:34:48Z

So yeah, Rachel doesn't wear glasses all the time.

I'm thinking about wearing my contacts to school one of these days.

Creepy, no?

My mother thinks I should be a model.

Too bad models are way prettier.

♥ !!!

Following the crowd. ♥

2005-02-23T04:36:45Z

I'm going to be like everyone else & write about TAKS.

It was pretty stupid, and pointless, as it is every other year.

My classroom was filled with all the girls who just sit there applying pounds of make-up, and all the guys were football players or were on the track team... pretty sickening.

I only finished about an hour early, but even so, I spent my "lovely" time looking around the room wondering when the fuck we could get out of there.

I swear my TAKS teacher was looking at porn in his spare time... his eyes kept getting big everytime he stumbled across a "picture." It was sick.

The guy next to me kept staring at me & smiling, it was way creepy... I'd look at him & he'd smile even more and even occasionally ask:

"Do you wanna know what time it is?"

If I wanted to know what time it was, I think I'd ask.

Anyway, I've never said that it has felt so good to start walking again... being out of TAKS was a big relief, I felt like running a mile, my legs were so glad to be walking again.

8th period was the fucking coolest.

We watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off.

I LOVE THAT MOVIE, STFU.

From First To Last is tonight, and fucking Jude is going, and not me. JUDE. Wtf... Jude never goes to shows... this blows.

TAKS wears a bitch out.

Comment, babycakes... DO IT, you won't.

♥

Pineapples on shelves. ♥

2005-02-22T02:35:13Z

Today was such a lovely day.

I spent it with the two coolest fucks ever.

We went to see Boogeyman, which as everyone who commented said, it was horrible!

It was one of the most unelaborate movies I've ever seen, and as far as the plot goes, it was pretty pointless.

Maggie, Shaun & I were mostly either laughing at how dumb it was, or trying not to fall asleep because of how boring it was.

TALK ABOUT REBELS!

After that we went to get a bite to eat at Wings To Go, where we watched some of the basketball game & I went crazy over Manu Ginobili... HE'S MINE! ♥

Then we went to Target & played with all the toys as we usually do... and yes, we know we're a little old for that, but who cares?

Surely not us, we're cool as fuck.

After going to the new CD Exchange, Maggie & Shaun dropped me off, and it has been pretty uneventful since... I miss those two.

Tomorrow is TAKS, oh what fun.

36 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY.

What are you bitches getting me? =)

Comment, hoes, I need something sweet to read. ♥

Scary movies & what? ♥

2005-02-21T06:24:17Z

So, tomorrow is Boogeyman with Maggie & Shaun.

Anyone seen that movie, good or bad?

♥

Bitch, you're wasting my time.

2005-02-20T23:50:36Z

Okay, so I realized that it's not worth it.

Why waste my time liking someone who has a girlfriend?

There's no point, we'd never go out.

I didn't want to like him in the first place, but I end up falling for the worst people.

If he'd just stop flirting with me, this would be so much easier.

Don't flirt with me if you've got a girlfriend, it only hurts me.

DUH, JERK.

I'm not trying to be mean, I'm just sick of hoping that he'd break up with his girlfriend, because I know it won't happen.

I'm calling him "him" & "he" because I don't want to say his name, so don't ask me who I'm talking about.

On a happier note, I drove today.

PIECE OF CAAAAAKE.

Maggie & Shaun are going out... I ♥ you, Maggie! Go you!

Now if only I could find someone.

Comment, hoes, I love this shit.

When I say birthday, you say party. ♥

2005-02-20T02:20:11Z

Wow guys, long time no update.

Well, to me, anyway. =)

This weekend has been great so far!

Maggie's late b-day party was today, it was way fun.

Shutup, only cool kids have birthday parties!

Smearing cake frosting on each other's faces is way cute. ♥

I was lucky enough to not get any on my ugly face. =)

I had to go home early though, I had to go to my dad's this weekend.

I'm learning how to drive tomorrow.

I'm so scarrrredddd.

If I crashed the car, would you miss me?

I doubt it'd happen, but you never know.

Blood Brothers is on Monday... I want to go, but...

No one to go with, & no money.

I think I'm going to kill myself cause I'm so emo. ♥

Inside jokes are great.

Well, I guess that's it!

Leave me comments & drop it like it's hot!

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS.

Falling for you. ♥

2005-02-18T01:08:24Z

So today, like every other day, was way wonderful.

I was in a good mood all day, which usually never happens.

Me & one of my bff's pissed this girl off so bad in our geometry class, it was way lovely.

She asked the teacher if she could move - she said she doesn't want to sit next to us anymore. =)

Yes, I'm a bully, get over it.

6th period was fun, me & Anthony were dancing & singing Hawthorne Heights to each other, everyone thought it was way cute. ♥

I felt so cool on the way to 8th period today... I saw David & I ran up to him & jumped on him... we both practically fell, but hey, I've never done that before, so shutup!

After school was awesome.

I was with Maggie & Erik, & we went to McDonald's & got ice cream.

Me & Erik kept fighting over who would sit in the front... we were running to Maggie's car & holding on to each other the whole time.

Shutup, it was way cute.

Speaking of Erik, I think I like him, but he has a gf.

I'm ugly, anyway, I don't stand a chance.

Alex took me & Maggie to House Of Joy... it was way delicious.

Anyway, I guess that's it?

Comment, I love yoooou.

P.S. Hi JAREDDDDDDD. ♥

Another day in paradise. ♥

2005-02-16T23:16:30Z

Today was lovely.

I love all of my friends, I don't know what I'd do without them.

Giggling non-stop in first period & telling people to stfu is the best.

Butterflies landing on you while you're with your bff's is wonderful.

Getting told you have cute feet is strange, & yet so adorable.

Crying during movies in History is lame, & yet everyone said "Aw."

Almost poking your bff's eye out with a straw is the coolest.

Trying to start fights with your friends & make everyone watch you is way cute.

Hitting your bff on the way home & trying to have a serious fight with them is rad.

Coming home & taking pictures to show how happy you are defeats everything.

Thank you for such a lovely day. ♥

"Omg, look at those balls." ♥

2005-02-16T01:47:55Z

So today was my Maggie's birthday.

She had so many balloons, it was way cute.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BFF FO' LYFE!!

Anyway, today kind of sucked, no one was at school, really.

After school rocked, though.

Maggie picked me up & we went to Target.

WE HAD A FUN-NOODLE FIGHT IN THE STORE!

Yeah, I know you're effin jealous, retard.

After that we went to Wal-Mart, where I saw my employee stalker, even Maggie understands why I'm scared of him.

She bought me McDonald's, I love her. ♥

I bet my day was way cooler than yours.

Hawthorne Heights is cooler than you. ♥

But you can always leave me comments. =)

You know how we do. ♥

2005-02-14T23:39:42Z

Fuck ya'll, I'm from Texas. ♥

2005-02-13T22:58:35Z

So the show last night was like, super-awesome.

It was kind of boring at first because there was way too many people inside, seriously, it was way overcrowded.

Maxeen was first, they were okay.

Hopesfall was next, they were bad-ass.

Hawthorne Heights, as usual, rocked.

Then it was The Early November, and me & Ricky Bianchi had our arms around each other's waists & were singing the words to each other, which was way cute.

We went outside for Sugarcult, I didn't want to see them.

They suck, end of story.

I met the singer of Hawthorne Heights & he signed my dollar, and don't make fun of me, but...

IT TOTALLY MADE MY DAY! ♥

Anyway, my Maggie stayed the night last night since the show was her birthday present from me.

Cute faces make me happy, especially yours.

[[EDIT]]

Another Valentine's Day spent alone.

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow.

Comment, cuties, it makes me smile when you do. ♥

Chastity belts & peeholes. ♥

2005-02-12T02:01:17Z

Don't even ask about my titles, they're inside jokes you'll never know about. =)

Tonight really sucks.

I'm stuck at home because I had to babysit, and even though I could've gone out, I don't really want to.

Feelin' kinda sulky, I guess?

Maybe.

I hate crushing on boys who have girlfriends.

Sorry, it's been on my mind all day, because I was thinking about him, and it always makes me realize what I can't have in the end.

And this whole Valentine's Day crap. I'm sick of hearing about what people are getting their girlfriends or boyfriends, save it for someone who's actually in a relationship.

I was promised a night-light for Valentine's Day. ♥

Hawthorne Heights = TOMORROW!

My LJ-cut isn't working, so get over it, fag.

Crushing on you makes me giggle. ♥

Comment, cuties, you know you want to!

Bigwheels & rollerskates. ♥

2005-02-11T05:31:15Z

So tonight has been all-around cute.

Ryan sang "You Are My Sunshine" to me when I was tired, David sent me pictures of elephants, and mandarin oranges are like, the tiniest & cutest things ever to eat.

I finally got my clothes from Maggie's house... now I don't have to go to school naked!

Dissappointed, eh?

So I actually had a good day today... no drama, shit-talkers, or dumb hoes I don't like.

My brother is going to bake a heart-shaped cake for his girlfriend.

TALK ABOUT WAY CUTE!

I wish someone would bake me a cake. ♥

Will you?

R: "And 3 for 3 if we're feeling risky."
J: "Oh, I'm feeling pretty risky."

Inside jokes are way cute. ♥

New layout, loves... I was feelin' pretty in pink today.

Comment cuties, I love it when you do.

Psst... crushes make me all tingly. ♥

Date & WHAT? ♥

2005-02-10T05:57:37Z

Hawthorne Heights = Saturday

So, WHO'S GOING?!

Hawthorne & ice cream. ♥

2005-02-09T04:11:18Z

And so,

I think I have a crush on someone new now.

Although, I'm not allowed to say, considering he has a girlfriend, and they love each other.

So don't try & pry it out of me, cause as I said, I'm not telling.

I'm not as depressed as I was before about Valentine's Day...eff Valentine's Day.

I'd rather stay at home & cuddle up with Johnny Depp... or Orlando Bloom... either/or here. ♥

Life is good right now, I'm finally carefree.

Although, my dad still hates me.

Hawthorne Heights is Saturday.

Maybe if you come to my house I'll bring you as my date, baby.

Peace, hoes. ♥

COMMENT!

Okay, nevermind. ♥

2005-02-09T00:42:52Z

Okay, Jared made me feel bad for trying to quit this journal, so I decided to stay. ♥

And besides...

I TELL MY LJ EVERYTHING.

(Cause I'm cool like that)

And I realized something else:

I don't really talk to many people at school. As dumb as it sounds, LiveJournal is my way of talking to people about problems.

So in your face, you dirty hoe. ♥

I love life right now.

kbye.

COMMENT!

Bye bye, beautiful. ♥

2005-02-07T22:17:32Z

THIS JOURNAL IS DEAD.

kbye.

Shimmy shimmy quarter turn. ♥

2005-02-06T07:50:54Z

The Sanctuary tonight = AMAZING.

The show was so bad-ass tonight, better than I expected it to be.

I went with Maggie, and it ended up taking us an hour and a half just to figure out where we were going.

Took us forever to get in, but it was totally worth it, trust me.

A Thorn For Every Heart was probably the best band tonight, I ended up somewhat-moshing, but since I'm so effin small, I got:

* Clobbered by two fat guys

* Kicked in the shin

* Stepped on (Which ended up hurting like a bitch!)

But like I said, it was worth it.

I saw Steve & Kaylin, and I finally met Luke, Kaylin's boyfriend.

Hellogoodbye was so cute tonight... they put me in a happy mood.

Me & Maggie danced our asses off to them, and me & Kaylin were singing the words to each other... you know you're jealous. ♥

We were going to bring Alex, but she had to stay at home, and since it was her birthday, we bought her a hellogoodbye shirt & got Forrest to write "Happy Birthday, Alex!" on it & he signed his name.

ALEX IS GOING TO SHIT HERSELF WHEN SHE SEES THIS.

Anyway, I'm sick... what if I die?

I sneezed like, 6 times just now.

Goodnight, hoes.

LEAVE ME SOME!!

♥

Baby, it's you. ♥

2005-02-04T01:45:12Z

I MISS STEVE.

And I shouldn't.

I just wish we could go back out?

Hellogoodbye is on Saturday... go.

I'll be there, which is exactly why you should go.

♥

Quit your bitchin' ♥

2005-02-03T04:07:41Z

Okay, what the fuck?

Why is everyone being so effin dramatic lately?

Everyone needs to:

Quit talking shit, NO ONE CARES.

Quit STARTING shit, it's dumb.

Quit bitching about everything, save it for someone who cares.

Quit hating people for no reason, that's lame.

AND QUIT FUCKING TALKING SHIT, AGAIN.

It's getting super annoying, and super-old.

I hate to be a blunt bitch here, but seriously, highschool is so fucking LAME.

If I wanted a little bitchfest, I'd save it for home, okay?

And all you little bitches can hate me all you want, but I'm being honest, I just think all the fucking drama, fighting, and WHINING needs to stop.

Yeah, you can leave me comments, but I doubt you will, considering I just bitched your asses out.

(And yes, Mabel, I'm bitching about people bitching... hehe.)

♥ !!!

But all the cool kids are doing it. ♥

2005-02-02T04:41:24Z

I'M SINGLE.

So, who wants to go out with me? =)

And your mom doesn't count.

Well fuck you then. ♥

2005-02-01T02:08:07Z

Question.

Question.

QUESTION.

When a girl gets a boyfriend, it's supposed to be like, the best feeling ever, right? And we're supposed to feel like nothing can go wrong, right?

WELL WHY DON'T I FEEL LIKE THAT?

Ever since "the incident" on Saturday night with Steve, things have just been weird & out of place. We don't talk that much anymore, we NEVER hang out, and we're lucky if we even get a hug out of each other. I really like him, and I really want this to work, but I'm trying & trying, and I get nothing in return. Maybe I'm just being selfish, but I'm not the only one who's noticed the change here.

In fact, more than one person has told me they've seen it change, too.

I really don't want to break up with him, because like I said, I really like him, but I really don't feel like he's got the same attitude towards me.

I don't know, I guess I'll never be what any boy wants me to be.

I wish Ryan was here?

He'd make everything better. ♥

Anyway, I've got two Hawthorne Heights tickets with me & Maggie's names on them.

EAT THAT, BITCHES.

Eew, queer or what? ♥

2005-01-30T19:19:38Z

So I've been out basically all weekend.

Talk about nice!

Today I'm going to the movies again, so now that's 3 days in a row that I've been.

We're going to see Hide & Seek today... scary!

I've cried like, 5 times in the past 3 days.

Talk about emotional wreck, no?

I can't wait until Valentine's Day, maybe this year I won't hate it.

So everyone, I've got a question: